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I know I shouldn't feel this way...but I can't help it. It's just how I am. 1 year of wedding preparation and so many things happened. so sad...about my mom. so sad...that my parents and siblings might not be able to attend my wedding. so sad..that I'm the only one left here. so sad....that everything's set for our prenup then pau suddenly got sick and we have to cancel all our appoinments. I'm just sad period!